§68 共相怨害喻
(68) bearing a grudge against one another
昔有一人，共他相嗔，愁忧不乐。有人问言：“汝今何故愁悴如是？”
once upon a time, there was an unhappy man who bore grudges against another man. he was asked: "why are you so unhappy?"
即答之言：“有人毁我，力不能报。不知何方可得报之？是以愁耳。”
he replied: "somebody speaks ill of me. i don't know how to do it. that's why i'm so upset."
有人语言：“唯有《毗陀罗咒》可以害彼。但有一患，未及害彼，返自害己。”
he was told, "only with the vetala incantation can you hurt him. however, there will be a drawback. that is to say, instead of your hurting him, you will suffer from your boom rang."
其人闻已，便大欢喜：“愿但教我。虽当自害，要望伤彼。”
upon hearing these words, he cheered up and said, "please show me the way. even though i'll hurt myself, i still would like to hurt him."
世间之人，亦复如是。为嗔恚故，欲求《毗陀罗咒》用恼于彼，竟未害他，先为嗔恚，反自恼害，堕于地狱、畜生、饿鬼。如彼愚人，等无差别。
