Every time I hear the sound of the roadside singing "special love for special you", I will secretly laugh at the feelings of the adults. For the special love around me, the only thing I can think of is Grandma's love for me.
每当听到路边唱着《特别爱特别的你》的声音，我都会暗自嘲笑大人的感情。对于我身边的特殊的爱，我唯一能想到的就是奶奶对我的爱。
Grandma fell in her seventies and had a stroke. Since then, no one has known her. All the women in her mouth are me, and all the men in her mouth are my three brothers. Because we were brought up by grandma when we were young. Grandma's feelings towards us are more close to each other than grandma's sons, my father and uncles. Grandma's favorite words after her stroke are "open the door for me, my XX (refers to me) knocks outside". No matter who she's talking to, she says it like I'm really knocking in the corridor waiting to enter the house. If there is a woman at home, grandma will call my name to this woman. No matter old or young, as long as it is female, it is me.
奶奶70多岁摔倒中风了。从那以后，没有人认识她。她口中的女人都是我，她口中的男人都是我的三个兄弟。因为我们小时候是奶奶带大的。姥姥对我们的感情比姥姥的儿子，我的父亲和叔叔更亲近。外婆中风后最喜欢说的话是"为我开门，我的XX（指我）敲门"。不管她在和谁说话，她都说我真的在走廊里敲门等着进屋。如果家里有个女人，奶奶会叫我的名字给这个女人。无论老少，只要是女性，就是我。
In fact, I was standing in front of my grandmother after the stroke, and she didn't know whose grandmother I was. Although she called my name, she would not express other love to me, but kept calling my name and walking around the room. After grandma's stroke, except for her lack of consciousness, she is still in good health. After the broken arm of wrestling, grandma began to look for me in the corridor countless times a day. She always told grandpa that I was in the corridor and she wanted to open the door for me so that I could come in. Every time I went, she would watch TV with me for a while and open the door again, so that the "I" who was going to enter the room in the corridor would come in, so as not to catch cold outside, or to sleep in the corridor overnight.
事实上，中风后我站在奶奶面前，她不知道我是谁的奶奶。虽然她叫我的名字，但她不会向我表达其他的爱，而是不停地叫我的名字，在房间里走来走去。奶奶中风后，除了没有意识外，身体还很好。摔跤断臂后，奶奶开始每天无数次在走廊里找我。她总是告诉爷爷我在走廊里，她想帮我开门，好让我进来。每次我去，她都会陪我看一会儿电视，然后再开门，这样，准备进走廊房间的"我"就进来了，免得外面着凉，或者一夜睡在走廊里。
Every time I hear the adults laughing and retelling my grandmother's love for me, and I see and hear her special love for me, I feel sad. This is the grandmother who raised me in the past. Now she is too old to express her love to me
每当我听到大人们笑着复述我祖母对我的爱，我看到和听到她对我特别的爱，我都感到悲伤。这是过去抚养我的祖母。现在她太老了，不能向我表达她的爱
