秋风徐徐，轻抚过我的侧颜，吹干了的泪痕在脸上留下黏黏的记号。昏黄斜映于那池骚动不安的水塘，丝丝云彩耽溺在过于静谧的天，思绪滞留，染了眩红的泪此刻在脑中已成空白，沉浸在傍晚的失望、难过、痛苦将随那记黎明时分破晓的光烟消云散......
Autumn wind slowly caresses my side face, leaving sticky marks on my face. The faint yellow is reflected in the turbulent pool, the clouds are indulged in the too quiet day, the thoughts stay, and the tears stained with dazzling red are now blank in the brain. The disappointment, sadness and pain immersed in the evening will disappear with the light of the dawn
上任班长以来，我始终相信我可以"统治"好班级，并以身作则，善尽干部的义务，台下同学不绝于耳的掌声和欢呼替我建立起的自信早已在心土中根深蒂固。上学期的我担任班级排行第三大的纪律委员，就已有决心，要整顿班级的不良风气，每个人都坚信我的能力，不外乎我自己，我始终相信着，直到现实破碎了一切......
Since taking office as monitor, I have always believed that I can "rule" a good class, set an example and fulfill the obligations of the cadres. The constant applause and cheers from my classmates on the stage have built up the confidence in my heart. Last semester, when I was the third largest discipline committee member in the class, I had made up my mind to rectify the bad atmosphere in the class. Everyone believed in my ability, but myself. I always believed until the reality broke everything
某次升旗，我带跑班级至定点，然而，过于糟糕的秩序和队伍引来教官的怒目相视，不下五分钟，教官已劈头大骂：初二三班的班长，你怎么管你们班的？震耳欲聋的声响惹来全校师生的注目，大脑意识到了悲愤、委屈和一切不安痛苦，每双眼却宛若黑洞一般，吞噬、吸取，夺走我怀中仅剩的勇气，我仰头，却抑制不住夺眶的泪，失声的啜泣无形中化为一种乞求，请从一切负面情绪的囹圄中释放我吧！步伐已成蹒跚，多了责任的重叠、多了眼泪的重量。
Some time when I raised the flag, I took my class to the designated place. However, the too bad order and the team attracted the angry eyes of the instructor. Within five minutes, the instructor had started to scold: the monitor of class 3, grade 2, how do you manage your class? The deafening sound attracted the attention of all the teachers and students of the school. The brain realized the grief, grievance and all the restless pain. Each eye was like a black hole, swallowing, absorbing and taking away the only courage left in my arms. I looked up, but could not restrain the tears in my eyes. The lost sob turned into a kind of begging. Please release me from the prison of all the negative emotions! The pace has become faltering, with more overlapping responsibilities and more weight of tears.
那次起，同学知道我不是如此的完美，我愿意承认我的无知，也愿意不再以统治者的身分来带班，每个人各退一步，不只海阔天空，也成就了一个双赢的局面。
At that time, my classmates knew that I was not so perfect. I was willing to admit my ignorance, and I was also willing to stop leading the class as a ruler. Everyone took a step back, not only the sea was wide, but also a win-win situation was achieved.
痛苦会消散，而那回忆的美却是无止尽的。我不在乎那个事件后，别人看我的眼光，只因那是最甜美的泪水；我不后悔，因为这是我生命中最值得的一件事。轻啜一口涩涩的茶，苦，消失了，仅剩丝丝清甜滞留于舌尖。夕阳映得我双颊晕红，也扬起了久久不曾上扬的
Pain will dissipate, but the beauty of memories is endless. I don't care what people look at me after that incident, just because it's the sweetest tears; I don't regret it, because it's the most worthwhile thing in my life. A sip of astringent tea, bitter, disappeared, leaving only a little bit of sweet lingering in the tip of the tongue. The setting sun makes my cheeks blush, and it also raises something that hasn't risen for a long time